Smh. so this memorial weekend sucked! for me.. i am friends with a girl i rly like! But now that iam thinking about it i guess its my fault because i didnt even know her that well && i wanted to be with her rly bad. Which brings me to this question: why do i fall in love so fast? till this day i have no answer! i keep looking at the message she sent me yesterday which said:umm well umm well Im Sorry but right now i dont anything.!! And you have enough bittys so we can be friends and yeah ja’nye is right i dont even know you that well for us to go out in 2months.!”
In the end i put all this heartache on myself by putting in her head that she wasnt the only girl that wanted me or like me :’( now iam the only 1 crying && wishing i could go back && make a better 1st impression. But that cant happen!. </3 smh i think iam beginning to shut down
